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[Aug. 10th, 2006|05:29 pm] |
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she's dead |
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| Tobi |
[Aug. 9th, 2006|10:24 pm] |
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my puppy is dying. about five minutes ago i said what is probably my last goodbye to Tobi, my dog of 4 years. she's been sick for over 2 weeks now, and they've been running countless tests, to no avail. and tonite my sister told me that Tobi was even worse, so i went to my parents room where she was laying. my poor little girl can't stand up, can't breath right, she has no color, and she's just moaning and drooling and writhing around in pain. my parents just left to take her to an emergency animal hospital, which more than likely can't do a thing, not to mention my parents cannot afford any of this. i don't want my puppy to die so young. she's fucking four. the doctor's can't figure out whats wrong with her, so the vet hospital won't either. she has no almost no blood left. she's become very anemic at 20% normal blood, and also a hemopheliac. all this shit in less than two weeks. i'm still numb with the thought that i may have just seen my Poopers alive for the last time. |
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| tomorrow is yesterday |
[May. 29th, 2006|09:08 pm] |
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it's been a while since i've had an entry. i've all but abandoned livejournal, as i am not a writer, and my days are quite mundane. not in the sense that i don't enjoy them, which in fact i do. i love my life. i have a wonderful girlfriend with whom i spend all my time with, and i couldn't be happier with how that is working out. its just that every day is the same. i need a car. i need a job. i need something to shake me from the monotony. my life is fun, and i love it, but it lacks difference. i no i've posted a similar entry, but since then not much is different. i have lost a once-good friend, Rachel, whom i do not wish to patch things up with. she had been given too many second chances, all because Lorelle wanted us all to remain friends. but that friendship ended months ago, and is great this way. at the same time i let Amber go, angered with her stupidity and backstabbing, but i think we've patched up. i see her never, we talk never. but i don't hate her.... well, who else? Sam. now there's a person we all miss quite dearly. she unfortunately moved back to Louisiana, and out of our lives almost entirely. i hope she can come back for graduation. i don't talk with Tom's crowd anymore. him, nelson, matt and jason i don't see, and i have a feeling they've cut me out of their group, which is fine by me. i don't see nate and rick anymore because they always work, and i guess the only people i hang out with ever would be my dear Lorelle, Fatass(kenny), Hippie(Garrett), and once in a great while i'll see Brian. but other than those 3, i don't have real friends i see outside of school. but whatever. i don't really like people anyways. i still haven't gotten a goddamn car yet, i almost got a 2000 elantra, but that fell through. well, i don't know where the hell i got the compulsion to write this after about 25 weeks of inactivity on the site, but whatever. there will be some shakeups soon. graduation, college, and i better get a fuckin job soon. till then.....Live Long And Prosper |
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| living in a bladed paradise |
[Dec. 2nd, 2005|11:27 pm] |
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| |  anxious | ] |
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| | too drunk to fuck - powerman 5000 | ] |
whoa. just got back from Marketplace, and must i say, i have found a store at which i will spend most of my money. its called Oriental Express, and it has an entire wall and cases full of knives, swords, maces, and so on, many of which aren't legal in this state. alas, i only had 10 bucks left on me, so i bought a nifty penknife, so now i can go anywhere and still be armed. whoopie. i can't wait till i return to that store. and i blew a load of cash on christmas presents for the family, and finally finished my collection of jay and silent bob movies, of which i have all five now. |
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| ROSENROT!!!!! |
[Dec. 1st, 2005|08:58 pm] |
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| | tickled pink | ] |
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| | zerstoren- Rammstein | ] |
i have had several new happy things since my last post. since october i have been patiently awaiting the release date for Rammsteins new cd, Rosenrot, which is scheduled for late december. then it hit me today, the german release is usually a month or so earlier. so i looked, and sure enough, rosenrot debuted in early november! AAAAAHHHHH! so now i own rosenrot courtesy of Limewire, and i must say, job well done to Till and Co. the cd is not at all disappointing. and, i have decided to fall back on an old habit to relieve my boredom in the afternoons, organization. i will now be completely digitizing my entire music collection, separate folders per artist, per album. it should take some time, considering that i have somewhere between 300-400 cd's to add to the comp. ROSENROT!!!!!!!! |
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| so you've come from above |
[Dec. 1st, 2005|05:13 pm] |
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| | elated | ] |
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| | Razorblade Kiss - HIM | ] |
school was as usual, uneventful and monotonous. when i got home, i had to burn some DVDs for Smokey, who's a real pain in the ass. as i was flipping through my little cd holder, a cd caught my eye. a cd i had never seen before. it was mostly pink, with a white shape that looked similar to the blade of an Xacto knife. i stared at it, wondering what the fuck a pink cd was doing in my case, who's it was, and how it got there. when i put it into my drive, it turned out to be Razorblade Romance, by HIM. my girlfriend is a huge fan of this band, so i guess it must be hers. now, until today i've only heard 2-3 songs by HIM, and was impressed by Your Sweet 666, and Sigillum Diaboli. so i decided to make myself a copy, and have been listening to it since. wow. i mean, just wow. this cd is fan-fucking-tastic. i think i'll be acquiring some more of their work shortly. other than the discovery of a cd i never knew was in my possession, my day was perfectly predictable and pointless. |
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| life as we know it |
[Nov. 29th, 2005|04:06 pm] |
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again i sit at the computer, facing the endless void before me. i lead a dull life, with few good friends. each day is not unlike the previous. i wake up, go to school, come home, and fall asleep. once in a great while something will shake that up, if only for a moment. the vast majority of my time is spent listening to music in total blackness. so yes, my day is a pleathera of happenings and amusement. |
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